I knew you were gone but I waited for you. In a haze of disbelief and shock I waited for you to walk up to me. Minutes and hours ticked over with family and friends moving about around me. Deepened looks of sorrow and pity shadowing their faces. But then it was as though I … More The Day You Died
As much as I try to escape it, that day has been on replay in my mind for the past few weeks. The lead up to the one year mark of the day life changed. Terrified at the thought of what emotions this day will bring me. Angry that this day has a place in … More 357 Days of a Widows Grief
Despite being nick named “Straighty Kaiti” by the kind and compassionate people I sometimes associate with. I am a junkie, because … More I am a Junkie & Your Judgement Sucks
“You don’t talk to anyone, you’re distracted. The general feeling toward you is that you’re cold and unapproachable” … More Faces Of Grief
His smell I only now know, as being similar to the bottle of cologne that sits in my drawer. His scent no longer lingers on the items he once wore. … More Forgetting The Unforgettable,
Surely this isn’t real. Patiently waiting for him in darkness, hoping he will walk towards me and say “I’m sorry I took so long” … More Knowing He Was Here
Come back and mend my heart with your sweet kiss, make me forget that it was ever broken. … More Please Come Back,
Solitude brings with it sanity. I rested on the top of the cliff, stared out to the ocean and cried to him. Whispered sweet confessions “Do you remember…. … More Letting Go,
A sensation that occurs out of nowhere and I pause whatever I’m doing so to embrace you. … More Your Not Here!
Can something that only survives out of love really be my predator?
Silence surrounds me in this prison, but my mind is screaming so loudly that surely he can hear my thoughts. … More On The Battlefield With Grief.