Because I Love Him,
August 9, 2016
With every thought and action, in everything I do, every choice I make, everything I see, I grieve for him. Why, because I love him. … More Because I Love Him,
Category: Grief
Alone On Autopilot
August 2, 2016
Ill never forget the first chemotherapy treatment she received. I clenched his hand so tightly and tried to hide my tears from her. … More Alone On Autopilot
Knowing He Was Here
July 27, 2016
Surely this isn’t real. Patiently waiting for him in darkness, hoping he will walk towards me and say “I’m sorry I took so long” … More Knowing He Was Here
Unfairly Broken
July 20, 2016
Unfair that your haunted by the image of them lifeless when all you wanted was to hold them, kiss them and bring them back somehow! … More Unfairly Broken
Just Keep Breathing,
July 12, 2016
The silence that comes with the absence of him haunts me. A stillness in my home that’s suffocating. I long for sound, for his voice, for his laugh. The last few weeks I have kept myself distracted and surrounded by people, sounds, voices and laughter. I thought I had been doing well, until last night. … More Just Keep Breathing,
You Will Never Be Ready,
July 5, 2016
I thought we had time, I thought we had our whole lives ahead of us.
Time is not on your side. … More You Will Never Be Ready,
I’m Sorry You Lost Him,
June 29, 2016
I’m sorry you ever had to hear the words “he’s gone”. I’m sorry for those words that bought you to scream, the words that bought you to your knees, … More I’m Sorry You Lost Him,
Not A Princess Anymore
June 22, 2016
I was once a princess. His princess, not one to get my hands dirty, that was his job and he loved it. … More Not A Princess Anymore
Please Come Back,
June 16, 2016
Come back and mend my heart with your sweet kiss, make me forget that it was ever broken. … More Please Come Back,
I MISS HIM
June 15, 2016
He gave me more love than I could have imagined were possible, more strength and worth than I could have ever dreamed. A mutual respect and love so intense nothing will ever compare. A once in a lifetime infinite love. … More I MISS HIM
Fierce Widow 