As much as I try to escape it, that day has been on replay in my mind for the past few weeks. The lead up to the one year mark of the day life changed. Terrified at the thought of what emotions this day will bring me. Angry that this day has a place in … More 357 Days of a Widows Grief
Being winter it was freezing but we rested in each other’s embrace sharing body warmth and looking up at the stars above. For hours we laughed and reminisced on our teenage years together, telling stories and confessing thoughts… … More A Walk Down Memory Lane
Upon opening my eyes in the morning I am given less than a minute but more than a second of peace from reality. Where is he, I wake wondering before my mind quickly catches up. … More The New Normal @187 Days
The seasons change but I can’t seem to find the part of myself that was left in December. … More The Last Warm Winter
Under the surface she creates an illusion, its seemingly calm, clear and tragically weightless. She remains guarded there with currents of grief swirling rapidly and unpredictably around her. … More Sea of emotions
He loved her like no other
Her every flaw was embraced by him
He laughed and cried with her
He was real
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It was 78 days into this grief. I shall begin at the start of the day. Although this is my reality, I have written it so that you may imagine it as your own. … More 78 Days of a Widows Grief
You were a dream, then a reality, now a memory. … More Lost Dreams
Every day you’re in a daze, not completely there. Will you ever be completely in a moment again? Is there a term for feeling this consumed with thoughts of your love? Or is it just called grief because no one can explain it any other way? There are to little words in the English language. … More Only Words
From the first instant I saw you, I loved you. Our first kiss and every kiss after were so soft yet so powerful. My soul was set on fire by your touch. Just as the ocean never leaves the shore our love for each other is infinite. Your smile still lights up my day when … More Infinite Love
Fierce Widow 