I knew you were gone but I waited for you. In a haze of disbelief and shock I waited for you to walk up to me. Minutes and hours ticked over with family and friends moving about around me. Deepened looks of sorrow and pity shadowing their faces. But then it was as though I … More The Day You Died
As much as I try to escape it, that day has been on replay in my mind for the past few weeks. The lead up to the one year mark of the day life changed. Terrified at the thought of what emotions this day will bring me. Angry that this day has a place in … More 357 Days of a Widows Grief
Despite being nick named “Straighty Kaiti” by the kind and compassionate people I sometimes associate with. I am a junkie, because … More I am a Junkie & Your Judgement Sucks
There are times in life that it rains and it pours, storm clouds roll in and it feels as though they are here to stay. However, we weather it out and sunlight inevitably breaks through the dark clouds. Hold on for its light. … More Let The Sunshine In
His smell I only now know, as being similar to the bottle of cologne that sits in my drawer. His scent no longer lingers on the items he once wore. … More Forgetting The Unforgettable,
With every thought and action, in everything I do, every choice I make, everything I see, I grieve for him. Why, because I love him. … More Because I Love Him,
Unfair that your haunted by the image of them lifeless when all you wanted was to hold them, kiss them and bring them back somehow! … More Unfairly Broken
I was once a princess. His princess, not one to get my hands dirty, that was his job and he loved it. … More Not A Princess Anymore
He gave me more love than I could have imagined were possible, more strength and worth than I could have ever dreamed. A mutual respect and love so intense nothing will ever compare. A once in a lifetime infinite love. … More I MISS HIM
Being winter it was freezing but we rested in each other’s embrace sharing body warmth and looking up at the stars above. For hours we laughed and reminisced on our teenage years together, telling stories and confessing thoughts… … More A Walk Down Memory Lane
Fierce Widow 