Knowing He Was Here
July 27, 2016
Surely this isn’t real. Patiently waiting for him in darkness, hoping he will walk towards me and say “I’m sorry I took so long” … More Knowing He Was Here
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Unfairly Broken
July 20, 2016
Unfair that your haunted by the image of them lifeless when all you wanted was to hold them, kiss them and bring them back somehow! … More Unfairly Broken
Just Keep Breathing,
July 12, 2016
The silence that comes with the absence of him haunts me. A stillness in my home that’s suffocating. I long for sound, for his voice, for his laugh. The last few weeks I have kept myself distracted and surrounded by people, sounds, voices and laughter. I thought I had been doing well, until last night. … More Just Keep Breathing,
You Will Never Be Ready,
July 5, 2016
I thought we had time, I thought we had our whole lives ahead of us.
Time is not on your side. … More You Will Never Be Ready,
I’m Sorry You Lost Him,
June 29, 2016
I’m sorry you ever had to hear the words “he’s gone”. I’m sorry for those words that bought you to scream, the words that bought you to your knees, … More I’m Sorry You Lost Him,
Not A Princess Anymore
June 22, 2016
I was once a princess. His princess, not one to get my hands dirty, that was his job and he loved it. … More Not A Princess Anymore
To My Future Self,
June 21, 2016
Hope is believing that there is always light ahead despite the darkness that surrounds you. Hope is having faith and trust in the unknown. Hope is the voice in your ear that whispers give it another shot, pick yourself up and keep going. If you live without hope you’re not really living at all. So … More To My Future Self,
Please Come Back,
June 16, 2016
Come back and mend my heart with your sweet kiss, make me forget that it was ever broken. … More Please Come Back,
I MISS HIM
June 15, 2016
He gave me more love than I could have imagined were possible, more strength and worth than I could have ever dreamed. A mutual respect and love so intense nothing will ever compare. A once in a lifetime infinite love. … More I MISS HIM
A Walk Down Memory Lane
June 14, 2016
Being winter it was freezing but we rested in each other’s embrace sharing body warmth and looking up at the stars above. For hours we laughed and reminisced on our teenage years together, telling stories and confessing thoughts… … More A Walk Down Memory Lane
Fierce Widow 