I knew you were gone but I waited for you. In a haze of disbelief and shock I waited for you to walk up to me. Minutes and hours ticked over with family and friends moving about around me. Deepened looks of sorrow and pity shadowing their faces. But then it was as though I … More The Day You Died
As much as I try to escape it, that day has been on replay in my mind for the past few weeks. The lead up to the one year mark of the day life changed. Terrified at the thought of what emotions this day will bring me. Angry that this day has a place in … More 357 Days of a Widows Grief
The most perfect thing I’ve ever seen are the souls of human beings. Under the flesh of strangers can pulse the most intricate and complicated masterpiece’s called lives’. All individual, all faultless works of art. I won’t look at the clothes you wear, the food you eat, the lifestyle you live, the people you surround … More You’re A Masterpiece
It was as though on this day anything could be tossed in her direction and she wouldn’t flinch, not even a bit. … More Our Dreams Are Dead,
Despite being nick named “Straighty Kaiti” by the kind and compassionate people I sometimes associate with. I am a junkie, because … More I am a Junkie & Your Judgement Sucks
His smell I only now know, as being similar to the bottle of cologne that sits in my drawer. His scent no longer lingers on the items he once wore. … More Forgetting The Unforgettable,
With every thought and action, in everything I do, every choice I make, everything I see, I grieve for him. Why, because I love him. … More Because I Love Him,
The seasons change but I can’t seem to find the part of myself that was left in December. … More The Last Warm Winter
“Sharing the beauty of your heart, allows readers a glimpse of your soul” … More Behind My Words
Can something that only survives out of love really be my predator?
Silence surrounds me in this prison, but my mind is screaming so loudly that surely he can hear my thoughts. … More On The Battlefield With Grief.