Forgetting The Unforgettable,
August 23, 2016
His smell I only now know, as being similar to the bottle of cologne that sits in my drawer. His scent no longer lingers on the items he once wore. … More Forgetting The Unforgettable,
Beauty In The Unknown,
August 16, 2016
Just because I am yet to imagine it for myself, doesn’t mean there isn’t a great beauty and love yet to be discovered in the unknown. … More Beauty In The Unknown,
Because I Love Him,
August 9, 2016
With every thought and action, in everything I do, every choice I make, everything I see, I grieve for him. Why, because I love him. … More Because I Love Him,
Alone On Autopilot
August 2, 2016
Ill never forget the first chemotherapy treatment she received. I clenched his hand so tightly and tried to hide my tears from her. … More Alone On Autopilot
Knowing He Was Here
July 27, 2016
Surely this isn’t real. Patiently waiting for him in darkness, hoping he will walk towards me and say “I’m sorry I took so long” … More Knowing He Was Here
Unfairly Broken
July 20, 2016
Unfair that your haunted by the image of them lifeless when all you wanted was to hold them, kiss them and bring them back somehow! … More Unfairly Broken
Set Your Soul On Fire
July 19, 2016
I am going to do exactly what he would want me to do, and that’s to do something for me. … More Set Your Soul On Fire
Just Keep Breathing,
July 12, 2016
The silence that comes with the absence of him haunts me. A stillness in my home that’s suffocating. I long for sound, for his voice, for his laugh. The last few weeks I have kept myself distracted and surrounded by people, sounds, voices and laughter. I thought I had been doing well, until last night. … More Just Keep Breathing,
You Will Never Be Ready,
July 5, 2016
I thought we had time, I thought we had our whole lives ahead of us.
Time is not on your side. … More You Will Never Be Ready,
I’m Sorry You Lost Him,
June 29, 2016
I’m sorry you ever had to hear the words “he’s gone”. I’m sorry for those words that bought you to scream, the words that bought you to your knees, … More I’m Sorry You Lost Him,
Fierce Widow 