I knew you were gone but I waited for you. In a haze of disbelief and shock I waited for you to walk up to me. Minutes and hours ticked over with family and friends moving about around me. Deepened looks of sorrow and pity shadowing their faces. But then it was as though I … More The Day You Died
As much as I try to escape it, that day has been on replay in my mind for the past few weeks. The lead up to the one year mark of the day life changed. Terrified at the thought of what emotions this day will bring me. Angry that this day has a place in … More 357 Days of a Widows Grief
The most perfect thing I’ve ever seen are the souls of human beings. Under the flesh of strangers can pulse the most intricate and complicated masterpiece’s called lives’. All individual, all faultless works of art. I won’t look at the clothes you wear, the food you eat, the lifestyle you live, the people you surround … More You’re A Masterpiece
It was as though on this day anything could be tossed in her direction and she wouldn’t flinch, not even a bit. … More Our Dreams Are Dead,
Despite being nick named “Straighty Kaiti” by the kind and compassionate people I sometimes associate with. I am a junkie, because … More I am a Junkie & Your Judgement Sucks
There are times in life that it rains and it pours, storm clouds roll in and it feels as though they are here to stay. However, we weather it out and sunlight inevitably breaks through the dark clouds. Hold on for its light. … More Let The Sunshine In
It is never too late to start living. Each day that you’re blessed to wake up is the first day of the rest of your life. Appreciate that. … More When You Want To Give Up – DONT
His smell I only now know, as being similar to the bottle of cologne that sits in my drawer. His scent no longer lingers on the items he once wore. … More Forgetting The Unforgettable,
Just because I am yet to imagine it for myself, doesn’t mean there isn’t a great beauty and love yet to be discovered in the unknown. … More Beauty In The Unknown,
With every thought and action, in everything I do, every choice I make, everything I see, I grieve for him. Why, because I love him. … More Because I Love Him,
Fierce Widow 